Graduation is around the corner.
Time to build a new community and support for this major life transition.
The photo is faded but the memory is vibrant. Do you have photos you revisit from your early days of being a new mom?
My daughter asked me,” What was the scariest part of being a new mom?” I told her driving home, sitting in the back seat of the car with her next to me in the car seat, dad driving. The reality buckled me, I AM A MOM. I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS LITTLE PERSON’S SAFETY AND LIFE.
When did the reality of being someone’s mom come to you?
I love looking at photos. I just put up a metal bar with clips in the hallway, so I could have a gallery of photos. It is fun to change them, easily, and to share them. I don’t do scrapbooks or albums like I did the first year of her life. I haven’t even scanned all the photos into my
computer.
How do you preserve your photos?
We did a party where you match the photo of mom and daughter. That might be fun for MOTHER’S DAY if someone does it for you or if you do have a gathering and everyone brings some photos.
What early things have you saved? In my closet I have the soft navy short gown I bought and wore in the hospital and the white lacy breast feeding top I wore at home. I can’t believe I still have them. I even have the tape measure the nurse used to measure my large pregnant belly while I was having contractions. It is torn but a piece remains. Memory of birthing doesn’t fade. Natural child birth, hum…would you do it again?
Share memories you visit when you were a new mom?
Happy Mother’s Day,
Natalie
Natalie@emptynestsupport.com
818-763-0188
In celebration of baby boomers , parenting, grand parenting, aunting, empty nesters , and those about to empty their nest, let’s say who you are!
I have inner strength and compassion, frosted in humor and caked in curiosity. What would you say you have? Don’t be shy about naming it.
Here is what other mothers told me:
My daughter lives too far away for us to get together this year. Sweet mom died. Are you in this emptiness for Mother’s Day?
What is on your wish list to celebrate your devotion to your children? One mom bravely told me she doesn’t mean to sound ungrateful but this year she doesn’t have to entertain for her mom or mother in law. She wants a surprise. Her fear is nothing special will happen that day when the world is celebrating moms unless she gives hints or has a backup plan.
I think a backup plan wouldn’t hurt. Number one, she wants her children to call and say sweet things about how great she is as a mom and even tell her a story of something she did for them. I suggested she pop them an email with those ideas. Children don’t think like adults, yet.
Her hubby really wants to do something and at the same time, he has no idea what to plan. She laughed at him and said, “GOOGLE IT.”
Another mom said her hubby got her a new iron last year. Honestly, an iron.
She put it in the front seat of his car the next morning because she wanted to have a fun day and not deal with it then.
Robes…how many do you really need?
So what are you thinking? Make a plan so the day doesn’t surprise you with loneliness and loss. Ask yourself more than once what you really want to do that day. You get to change your mind and do whatever pops in on that Sunday. Loneliness and loss might emerge and you have something to choose if you feel like it, later.
One mom likes to look at her scrapbooks and movies of her children while her hubby brings coffee and pancakes in bed.
The day might surprise you with unexpected tears of memories and losses.
Let the tears remind you of love. You just can’t plan tear time. If you are alone, how about a movie? I know restaurants might be depressing with all the sweeties dressed up and gifts for mom at the tables. I say, don’t go there. Bring in comfort food. Call your children if they don’t call. Call a niece or nephew and share a story about them.
DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT THIS IS A PICTURE OF? If you guess I will give you a free 15 minute telephone consultation. Email me your guess, Natalie@emptynestsupport.com
More later about Mother’s Day…make a plan to honor the sacrifice and joy you have brought your children. Write yourself a love letter about what a great mom you are and any stories that pop into your memory.
Take care,
Natalie
Los Angeles
818 763-0188
It was so exciting speaking with parents and grandparents who were helping each other with remembering and celebrating prom with their families. I had this photo of eggs and asked, “What hatched that surprised you?” They were expecting party photos which we also had but this one caught them off guard.
Surprises are fun. The unexpected came forward with Kleenex and giggles:
“I’ve tried volunteering, book groups, swimming, and of course my work, but nothing is relieving me from missing being their daily parent.” This is one of the statements parents share with me while traveling this challenging transition.
Our mind has the shoulds and coulds chattering away. The heart weeps and feels comfort from others. You aren’t screwing it up. You are on a personal journey of grieving the role you loved living, and getting to know yourself without the top label of parent. Who are you beyond being mom..dad?
Empty nest is a road of feeling what you are feeling, reviewing relationships that feed you and ones that deplete you, discovering creativity and joy that had to go on the back burner until you had some free time, assessing what needs attention and learning to shift your role with your children. Time matters. Fantasy that you should be over this sorrow already is just that…fantasy.
You lived the role for eighteen years so why wouldn’t it take time to get to know your new self and to weep for what you won’t get back or have in the same way?
Good news is there is a joy and freedom you can’t imagine on the other side of this major role in your life. Parents share how they love not being interrupted, trying something just for themselves, taking tiny risks to meet new people, leap to a vacation, learn a language or the arts. It is not about comparing yourself to what others are doing. It is about GETTING TO KNOW YOURSELF. You have never been on this road.
A mother this weekend told me it took her two years to get happy since her daughter left for college. Soon she will be home for summer break and she isn’t sure how that will go for her. She’s not wanting to go back to the role she played as mom. She will always be mom and at the same time, she wants her freedom.
I wish I could tell you three things to do to get happy in the empty nest, but that would be misleading. This is your journey. The paradox is there are thousands of parents wondering what’s next, how do I cope, who can help me, how do I have an adult relationship with my kids, where is my community, do I want to stay in this relationship?
Spend time in gentleness with yourself and choose three things a day that lifts you. Tears will fall. Normal for sure. Reach for help. Each day is different…not a straight line journey.
The surprise is once you find new parts of yourself, that propels other connections and interests. You drop some and peek into another. The kids come back and you have to shift roles again and hopefully your muscles are stronger in knowing who you are and aren’t at this stage of life?
Complex transition. I think of myself as an orchestra. Within me are different sounds that need to be heard. Give them a stage. You will be surprised when you listen to yourself without the critic and comparisons of what should be.
It isn’t easy. It takes research, trial and error, and sometimes a push to get to know yourself. All worth it and not a guarantee that now you will be peaceful and happy. No one has the history you have or the family you raised. Each of has the longing to be part of like minded people, feel vibrant, be loved and give love.
A mom told me, “I feel like I have been retired from my role as mom and I DON’T WANT TO RETIRE.”
A dad shared he stopped starting his day with the news and began with stepping outside to simply be in THE BIGGER PICTURE OF LIFE. After coffee, he showered and headed to work.
Little experiences are sweet. They, too, build memories.
Take care,
Natalie
natalie@emptynestsupport.com
Empty Nesters and their chicks are sitting on a fence. No one really knows what will happen in regards to the job market or how long they will fluff their nest, again.
It is not looking good for some grads and for others; they are living their dream launch of the paycheck. They might have four roomies, but they aren’t coming home.
Key, as you know, is to communicate feelings and thoughts:
1. You must be so disappointed that you worked so hard and can’t make enough money to have your own place.
2. Dad and I are thinking the way to share the space and responsibilities are to…… and then ask, HOW DOES THAT SOUND and WHAT IDEAS DO YOU HAVE?
3. They may not have concrete ideas because it is not real to them and they aren’t thinking about the things you, the parents are thinking about: responsibility, dirty towels and dishes, mom the maid, bills, friends over, girlfriends and boyfriends, late nights, sharing a car, noise and looking for work.
4. Coming back home is a journey of negotiating and not falling back into ROLES you no longer want to live. They haven’t had authority around and you worked hard to let go and move forward with your life. You can all talk about that, BRIEFLY. Brief talks mean while you are cooking or running errands. Casual conversation, not the rage that pins someone against the wall, WE HAVE TO HAVE A TALK.
5. Anger will rise. It is normal. Sorry and meaning it is healing.
Some families can set up work spaces for their children outside since it is better weather. Screens to separate rooms, helps. Thrift stores for filling in a table, lamp, etc.
Don’t sweat the small stuff. There are two sides to every joy and challenge. What are yours in this situation? Good news is….. Challenging part is…..? Chat with yourself before others.
My daughter and I email each other pictures that we have taken. These are for EARTH DAY. I love it when she asks if she can print and keep some of mine. I am self taught and again, inspired by her joy of photography. Until I had an empty nest, I didn’t make time to grab a camera and shoot. I didn’t even buy a digital until last year. Fear of technology. Thank goodness I got over that fear.
Mother’s Day is around the corner but she lives further away than that. I am not sure how I want to celebrate that day. Are you thinking about what to share with your children if they are home or away?
Make a list of what you have enjoyed doing with your children over the years.
1. Talks on their bed and in the car
2. Cooking
3. Hiking
4. Shopping
5. Gardening
6. Movies
7. Parties at home
8. Travel
9. The gym
10. Television
11. Apples to Apples Game
12. Hotels
13. Restaurants
14. Sports
15. Theater
16. Painting clay pots
17. Swimming
18. Concerts
19. Decorating
20. Shooting hoops
21. Singing, piano, guitar
22. Reading
Quick lists bring a smile, a tear, and ideas of what interests you today.
Sharing emotionally is another story. Parents hold the listening cup more than the pouring of their feelings. What are you open to sharing about your feelings ? When it comes to boundaries, needs, and respect, that seems to be easier than sharing parent personal challenges like insecurity, fears, mistakes.
What did your parents share with you?
Take care,
Natalie
Earth Day is a celebration of our environment. For me, a big shift came when my daughter would bring home her excitement from school, about how we can make a difference for today and our future. I had to be a good role model, right?
She doesn’t live at home since she is a college graduate. Her teaching me has had a positive effect.
Recently, a strong impact and inspiration, is my looking at what I am photographing from Mother Earth.
The photos in this blog are kale, the ocean, visiting a picking farm, rocks, trees.
The way you live your life can be triggered by looking at photos or taking them. Photos are powerful. They induct your values and responsibility.
You can look at a magazine or book or photos and notice which ones resonate with you. Why do you think that picture has an impact?
I appreciate the gifts of nature since I have been photographing. Parents talk about what kind of environmental future their children and grandchildren will have, so that inspires them to make shifts in their daily life
I have been speaking with parents for years and I too travel the transition of an empty nest. My daughter is a happy college graduate.
“What can help me?” That is a question often asked and for good reason.
“Is this normal?”
Each life is unique and a container. Containing memories, actions, hopes, losses, surprises of joy, and unknowns.
I think of parenting like a vase. This photo shows a trunk vase with flowers from my yard. We choose different vases, change the flowers, enjoy them blooming, and see them die.
Sure, I know parenting isn’t that simple. It is complex. We can make changes and still endings will happen. There are times we can’t eliminate pain.
We will have to let go of those beautiful “flowers,” and those times of
great happiness. I believe more happiness will come. We just don’t know how or when. That is part of transition. You know you can’t stop it and you don’t want to be in it.
Learning to live with opposites and paradoxes is challenging. There are great books about What to expect when you are expecting and the books of now what and how to have a healthy relationship with adult children aren’t as abundant. You are a pioneer of this new relationship with yourself and your adult children.
What helps is saying where you are right now. Donna thought she was prepared for her daughter to study abroad in January. She was exhausted and excited with the details of paper work and packing and sending her daughter off at the airport with a hug and another hug, followed with waves and blowing kisses. Can’t you just see her in the airport?
No one wants to say goodbye to someone they love. Talk about it. Write it like a letter to yourself, “Dear Donna, I know today was filled with sobbing and pride. Now that your sweetie is far away, you feel the loss, the emptiness at home.”
Whatever falls onto the paper is helpful to express.
You might just write a list of words and thoughts and not a letter to yourself. Doodle and see what expresses next.
You have educated your children and been supportive of their stages of development.
What helps is for you to be supportive of your stage of life….empty nest… YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN HERE BEFORE.
1. There are no rules.
2. There is no carved path for you.
3. This is a time of life to be gentle with yourself. Reflect on your life.
4. Get support. Try something and see what it brings you. Change your mind.
5. Adjust your expectations of when your children “should” call, “should remember to say thanks.” Most parents say, “I just wish he would call more and not just for money.”
Think back to what you loved doing after school when you were younger.
Nature, art, daydreaming, riding your bike, decorating for a party, What have people said you are good at doing? It was my third grade teacher who said ,”Natalie, you could be a writer if you want to. Your story is good.” I forgot about that until I had empty space from daily parenting. “
You have a great eye for decorating and seeing the photo shot.” I didn’t even know that about myself until I shared my photos. I loved moving my furniture around and I didn’t know it inspired others, as well as, made people feel so good being in my home. It is not about others saying what you should do next or getting their validation. It is about thinking what feedback has come to you. Does that feedback spark you?
Take time to do nothing if that is what you have longed for in your life.
BE. Let your day and night unfold. Over time, if you notice yourself isolating or depressed, make a plan to do something in the morning, afternoon, and evening. Little somethings. What might that be for you?
Hi everyone,
I miss my three kids. I get started with a class or book group but that doesn’t do it for me. I like mothering. Do you think it is crazy to be a Foster Parent?
My family thinks I need to give myself more time for just me. What if mothering isn’t something I want to give up? Most of my family has died. Not my children of course but they for sure are growing up and don’t need me the same way they use to need me. College and marriage for them and visiting me when they can, but I want something that makes me feel needed and lets me give what I like giving.
I honestly don’t think I am the kind of person who wants to start over with this whole re-invention talk, hobbies, travel, time for me. I mean I do like having time with me. There is a lot of time on weekends and evenings for me. I work part time and it is good but just work.
I am not a traveler. I go to see my kids or have a short get away, but I don’t pine for that experience. I am a home person.
I thought of volunteering in a pediatric ward but that could get depressing or working in a shelter but I want to mother again in my home. I probably shouldn’t be talking about this since no one really gets it and thinks I just don’t want to move on and get a life. I have my life.
I do feel judged by others. I am learning not to let it affect me.
Have any of you thought about mothering in new ways?
Thanks,
Janice
Let them figure it out.
Los Angeles, CA.
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